Monday, October 03, 2011
We got new neighbors at our duplex and the first time I drove into the parking space, I was a little overwhelmed at the HUGE truck. Driving around in my Jeep, I generally feel a little 'on top of the world.' It's a nice sized vehicle and I rarely feel dwarfed unless I'm in the middle of a pack of semis on the interstate. But, this guy's truck totally takes me down a few notches. The thing is, the sensation occurs every time I park next to him. Every time! All of a sudden, I feel very small.
The other morning as I was driving, I had the same sensation, but from a different source. The wind had blown leaves off the tree and those beautifully colored leaves had carpeted the lane and were also floating downstream on the river. The trees on the hillside were changing colors, the cornfields were empty except for what the farmers left in them; in one field cows were munching away. It was too much and my emotions just exploded. I hadn't traveled a mile and had to pull over and just let the tears flow.
Several years ago Louie Giglio spoke at a Passion event on how small we really were. Behind him, slide after slide of incredible pictures from NASA filled the wall. God created those enormous galaxies. This vast universe was created by our God. In the big picture, we're pretty insignificant.
But ... this same creator knows every hair on our heads, every sparrow that falls. He created the intricacies of our bodies and each leaf on every tree. From the vastness of the galaxy to the minutiae of the molecules that make it ... He is aware and He has a plan.
Sometimes people drive big trucks and I feel insignificant. Sometimes I find myself surrounded by glorious beauty and I feel insignificant.
But then I realize that where it really matters, I am unique and a specific part of the plan God has for this world. It might not be a big part, but it is still a part and I am called to do it with everything I am.